medical student disease

i think i had Medical student disease!!!!!!
According to Wiki, this is a condition frequently reported in medical students, who perceive themselves to be experiencing the symptoms of the disease(s) they are studying.

N now i m in psychiatric posting.....( does it mean that i think that i had psychosis????)
Nonononono.... but i had the followings.....

Disease 1:
Seasonal affective disorder (SAD):
a type of winter depression that affects an estimated half a million people every winter between September and April; in particular during December, January and February.

with main symptoms:

1. Sleep problems:
Usually desire to oversleep and difficulty staying awake but, in some cases, disturbed sleep and early morning
( I slept for 10 hours a day for the past wk and cant concentrate on what the psychiatric pt say at all)

2. Depression:
Feelings of misery, guilt and loss of self-esteem, sometimes hopelessness and despair, sometimes apathy and loss of feelings
( i m a little bit depressed ....n this is b'coz the sky dark so fast!!!!! 5 pm is like 9 pm.....!!!!)

3. Lethargy:
Feeling of fatigue and inability to carry out normal routine
( for sure i have this... dun feel like going to the ward everyday!!!!)

4. Overeating:
Craving for carbohydrates and sweet foods, usually resulting in weight gain
( my main symptoms....... Digestive biscuits and chocolate become my good friends now!!!)

N i had all of these... so i self diagnosed SAD.....

disease 2:
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Diagnosed by my housemates....hahaha...
i bathed at least 3 times a day.......
what happened to me????

P.S: i m going to bath now again!!!!
my 2nd time today........HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i m older now!!!!!

I m ** year old now....

( is a secret... dun wanna reveal it here).....

getting older alr.....

sad? happy? any special feeling?

what do i feel leh???? i dunno oh ( my usual answer).....

Anyway... thx to all my beloved housemates and friends.

I have a great celebration that day

( although i m in super duper stress that time as my paeds exam is just a few days to go)

and really enjoying the treasure hunt.

I have to solve all the clues and

search through the whole house to get all my present leh.

Not that easy but really interesting

( until i only focus on the clues n forgot the presents). Lolz......

But i wont put up the photo of treausure hunt here,

as i looked sleepy n tired with my pyjamas n spec.

( i shud look nice nice in my birthday pic one, ok?)

funny faces after the treasure hunt!!!!!

v finished 1 tub of H-D cookies and cream after the tiramisu

Here goes the photo of my birthday dinner. Thanks for all the wishes!!!!!

lovely card, flowers n me!!!!

Chia Ling, Phaik Har, n Tyng Hwey

acting cute tgt!!!

Thx to all of u !!!!

Caryn n i in front of belfast wheel!!!

( finally she is shorter than me....haha)

yummy cookies and cream cheesecake...

decorated my room with the balloon from treasure hunt night.....

cute soft toy from all my housemates!!!!
this is only part of the present oh......

luv this book so much!!!!

r u struggling between chocolate n dieting?? read this book!!!!!

warm "me to u" bear water bottle!!!

using it everyday until i dun feel like leaving my warm bed.....

scarf from Zara ( someone emphasize that to me)

handphone charm n a shirt!!!!!

"Little Birdie " T shirt from pull and bear

A lot of present!!!!!!

"classic" look mirror from xiao meng

just found out this chinese web page while waiting for the photoes to upload....

my mindset is 3 year older than my actual age.....

OMG!!!! is this a compliment?

which mean my thinking is not so childish n naive but mature????

http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm

life's so far

Time passing so fast that i didn't realise i was back to Belfast for almost 2 months. I have just finished my 1st posting (paediatrics). Is really fun to play with kids, especially when they running around the ward, hiding from their mum n nurses, playing with ur stethoscope, telling u that ur hand is very cold, n they can offer their small , tiny hand to warm u up. They are so lovely that they will hug u when they r leaving the clinic, n they even kissed u..( mayb i m brought up in a conservative family, i think hug is enuf lor, so i was shocked when she kissed me after the hugs). N when u r the only chinese in the ward, the nurses wil borrow u to act as a translator in the ward round. ( kinda proud of myself being able to speak mandarin...although not that pro in the mandarin medical jargon...hehe...). Anyway, going to my next posting in psychiatry next wk, hopefully i wont have the same experience as one of my housemate, n han fun instead ............

One excited thing is i got a part time job. I worked as a customer assistant in a barista. Sounds nice???? But, basically u just need to do anything in the cafe, from washing dishes, cleaning, making sandwiches, cooking pasta, making Americano, Espresso, CAppucino, Latte, to operating the till. Is kinda new exprecience for me as i get to know how to make cappucino n latte( i really dunno what's the difference last time...to me, they r just coffee..haha). However, i might just be able to work for this 2 months, then have to quit as i have posting outside Belfast again. The 2 months experience finally allowed me to say i worked b4.....(hehe....)I earned my own money b4 i graduated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my uniform in Cafe Krem!

Another excited thing is.... Cookies n cream icecream is fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!! strongly recommended to everyone. There is no more discount in Tesco thou.... My house is crazy about icecream. V ate like 2 tubs of icecream per week. In order to prevent diabetes mellitus, i think v really hav to stop that, (provided Tesco dun hav sales again...pls...stop the sales for icecream). Haagen Daaz I luv it!!!!Hehehe......i finished almost 1 tub of H-D Cookies n Cream by myself in 1 day....there gone my diet plan.......

my diet plan #1 enemy....

shud never ever appear in front of me....

ranting...

我怀念

和A 无所避忌的畅谈
和B 无厘头的对话

和C 心照不宣的眼神

以往

和死党5人

挤在一张双人床上
通宵达旦

谈着理想和烦恼，

倾诉心中的不快，

没有掩饰，

没有顾虑，

没有伪装。。。。

真的很怀念。。。。

我讨厌

残酷的现实

虚伪的自己

造作的朋友

唯恐天下不乱的人

长大了。。

才明白 什么是

笑里藏刀

世俗人情

突然间

觉得自己像

一个吹张的气球

如果这时候

被刺破

变得轻盈盈的

飞上天空

住在云间

像小叮当那样

打造自己的云国

和婆婆说声再见
那该多好！！！

Tag.....

tagged by jay again!!!!!
so here goes the tag.....

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
mmm.... dunno.....
have to wait until i find my " bai ma wang zi", rite??
mayb wil hav a surprise wedding leh....haha...

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
daydream.....
travelling ( vienna is waiting for me.... next destination is Hokkaido.. when can i go leh????)

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
mmmm.... really dunno oh...
i think i wil still consider him/her as close frd loh...
but i will always grumble in front of my another close frd......

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
hk drama... ( since i finished jia hao yue yuan alr....)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
no need to study n work... n travel the whole world!!!!n sell icecream in the summer icecream
car!!!!
( seems like more than 1 alr...hehe... jealous a bit, can ah???)

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
can.... but my mama n baba hav to be with me...
they can pay mah....

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
family lah....

8. When was ur latest best moment?
enjoying my tub of haagen daz cookies n cream.... yummy....cant resist...

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
mmm... no .....unless he confess to me 1st lah... i shy shy mah...haha

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
mmm...how come like this one... force me to praise him...
1. very sociable... (my house's PR manager)
2. good in dancing ..
3. can eat alot... but stil so slim

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
love me..... the most important lah!!!!
taller than me... older than me......mix....n the list is endless.....

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
betray me..n "wat" me

13. What is your ambition?
a doc( if not y m i studying medicine leh?) working in some 3rd world countries...( i think i
watched too much drama about those borderless doctors)

14. Is anyone really perfect?
i dun think so.......

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
happy........

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
a lot woh....
laziness... blur......impatience... antisocial.... stubborn....

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my best frds lah....

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
no..... what for i want to b in the world..... if i m there alone seeing others leaving me....

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
only one??? difficult to decide... n i m tired liao.......when is this tag going to finish ah????

after a year away from my comfortable hse...

i thought i sure wil b very lazy to go out....

n just laying on the sofa... watching ASTRO... enjoy Malaysia nice food.... sleep...

but this time i dun feel lazy at all...

mayb it had been a long time since i travel with my "ji mui"...

n i really looking forward to travel with them...

Thanks to von n li wei... my best frd since primary school...

v went to bangkok.... shopping paradise....

but i dun shop a lot compare to that 2 shopping queen...

n pattaya.... nice beach n "interesting" show!!!

overall.......i enjoyed it..........

i wanna go to trips with my buddies again!!!!!!

u 2 better remember your promise 3 years later ya...

a year did made some changes to 3 of us...

not only our appearance but also the mindset...

one of us is working soon...

mayb she had to worry about different things from us...

like her financial plan..... work ...

but for me... my mind is full of holiday... exam....

anyhow... when 3 of us get together....

v stil hav a lot common topics... crazy dreams.... "xiao xiao" idea... n gossips!!!

here goes the photo in bangkok.....

Nice tiramisu n pizza in the hotel

forgot what temple is this...hehe

love da beach

jump on the beach....

3 months of "busy" life

OMG!!!! My last blog was 30 march....
i stopped writing for 3 months and 12 days...hehe...
what to do... too bc studying for my Finals...
which almost drove me crazy....
i m that type of student who will become totally anti social n stressed when it come to exam...
just cant imagine what wil happened to me when i m in final yr....
anyway... everything is over...
n i have passed... with not so good result thou...
but i felt so X100 happy, relieved when i knew that i passed...
b'coz really no confident in this exam at all...
a lot to grumble regarding my year 3 exam... ( but dun wan to write it here... it took me ages to write out... n i dun wan to think about anything related to "EXAM" during my holiday)

So... after exam... what m i busying???
haha... shifting to my new hse....
n my dream of "BBQ" in summer came true...
but v 3 "xiao kia"
BBQ at night... n it is almost 10 degree out there....
The "coolest" BBQ i ever had...haha...

then, went to brussel n paris....
saturated with belgium waffles... chocolate....fries
n Eiffel Tower.... museum... n cathedral...
n finally i reach my lovely hse in SEREMBAN!!!